I've just turned 43 and I've had it with myself. I am so tired of being "tired" all
the time. I feel like I am an embarrassment to my family and to myself. I
don't like looking in a mirror, and I certainly hate buying clothes. I need to
do something to change my life, as I am certainly on the path of self-
destruction. I used to be such a happy person. I used to love going out
dancing,
I've just turned 43 and I've had it with myself. I am so tired of being "tired" all
the time. I feel like I am an embarrassment to my family and to myself. I
don't like looking in a mirror, and I certainly hate buying clothes. I need to
do something to change my life, as I am certainly on the path of self-
destruction. I used to be such a happy person. I used to love going out
dancing, and doing anything. Now, I don't even want to leave my house. I
stay at my desk at work so that others won't see me. I try my hardest to keep
a very low profile - which I'm sure has hurt my career advancement.