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Ever since I left my father's roof. I have never thought about staying in shape. I was never warned about how people would gain weight after being graduated from school or being a mom. After being a mom for the first time, I had no clue how I could lose these pregancy fats. Then I had became a mom 2 more times. I had been struggle to lose weight. I remember how I felt when people stared at me how big I was. I hated how they would look at me. I remember how people who had not seen me for a long time, would say "WOW you got fat!!" Boy, that hurt. I wanted them to stop stare at me or say things like that. I had been struggle to lose weight and I was not able to. I had been on all kind of diets that I am willing to try. Nothing worked. Then I got pregancy with my 4th child. I had gained some more weight. I was struggle with weight again. But had new problem with my back and my knee. But nothing worked to lose weight. I was starting to be disppointing. I was about to give up and say it's just a gene. Because lot of my families are overweight. So it had to be a gene. Until my father was under strictly on diet because of his diabete. I watched him how much suffer he had to go through his heart problem, arthris in his knee, fingers and back, and lot more health issue. All this was because he waited too long and that his body gave out by the time he got old. It is really breaking my heart to watch him suffer. I just kept wishing that he isn't suffer from that. But it got me thinking, Do I really want my kids to watch me suffer like I have to watch my dad suffer?? No... I told myself, I got to keep trying and find the solution to this. To get rid of this weight, to be healthy once again before too late or before my body would be too worn out n suffer at old age. I saw this DVD of Turbo Jam this old guy on the background, he was goofy funny guy but very impress with how he kept up even at his age. I said if he can do this, I can. I saw this biggest loser, this OLDEST guy who didnt stay long enough to be biggest loser but he lost his weight on his own with his wife. I told myself if he can do this, I can. I started Turbo Jam and I didn't really take this seriously because in some way, it scared me, with all this surprising weight that it is really work but then my weight went back up. But after I think about this more seriously and seeing all these pretty clothes I want to be in. This is when I decided to take this more seriously. I know, I have a long way to reach my goal but all this will be worth it for my health and my kids. I want to be able to live longer and be strong for my kids. I want to be able to play with my kids and not being out of breath or disppointing my kids. Even if i fail one day or mess it up, I will start again and again and again. No matter how many time, Just until I develops my new habit wit this turbo Jam and CharLEAN. Once I reach my goal, I will be greatful!!